I’ve been to hell and back. I spill shit, trip, and embarrass myself. I can’t just flutter
my eyes and get that boy.My life is messed up. I’ve been through more shit than
you see on TV.Nobody’s perfect. I’ve been lied to, cheated on, and had my heart
stolen.I’ve fucked up, fucked people up, and been fucked up.But every hit was
worth it, because I felt it.I knew it was real.Life is real, and I’m living it wrong
everyday.I’m fucking up royally and doing everything opposite.But do I regret one
thing?Never, because at one point, what I did was what I wanted and I got my
fucking satisfaction.My life is mine and no stupid bitches or immature boys can
fuck it up for me anymore.I’m the real deal and I’d love to see you try and fucking
break me.
October 2010
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He didn’t really do anything wrong to me. I mean yes I liked him more than he obviously liked me, but the only thing he is truly guilty of is teasing me. Its the cute texts, the long hugs, the way he makes me feel. All hes guilty of is making me insanely happy & then taking that away by dating other girls & never wanting to truly be with me. I cant even blame him for it. Its my fault for falling so damn easily.
How I'm Feeling At The Moment.
No one has to the right to tell you who you are and control your life, cause it’s yours. Your life is meant to be lived by no one else but yourself. We sometimes let people get the best of us, destroy us and change our opinions on what we believe is true. Only you know what’s right for yourself, you have the power, you make the choices and you learn. Each experience we go through in a life is a lesson to be learned. We all make mistakes, why is that so hard for some to understand? No one should be judged by the mistakes they have made. It’s past news. Everything happens for a reason, and without the hard times, how would we ever realize our true strength? It’s only through a time of suffering when we realize how strong we truly are inside, when we realize how much we can actually put up with and deal with before we eventually break.
I'm Only Me
I’m only me. That’s all I can be. No more, no less, don’t second guess. I love, I live, I laugh, I cry. I’ve wished sometimes that I could die. Some days I’m funny, others I’m not. Sometimes I’m in overdrive and I can’t stop. You may not like me but that’s okay because this is me and how I’ll stay.
